Things don't usually turn out the way they initially apeared to be
Not sure if i'm just sensitive with a wild imagination but I think I received some bad attitude when about to leave the office. Felt something was wrong already during work. Im not gonna elaborate cause I don't wish to appear like a bitch here complaining. Maybe I should feel partly responsible too.
He didn't get to witness what I had seen only. Of course, my PR skills are incomparable to any others. And some people just choose to see what they wanna see, think how they wanna think. That is why Im always on the lose-out end. I let my guard down too much and too easily. But guess not anymore. Better to draw a clear line.
I would very much appreciate people being honest with me and just tell whatever things to my face. I don't hide behind a mask, at least hardly, else you could still see thru me from the slightly cramped up face and occasional stutter. And I don't see why anyone else should.
I have been asking myself this alot: What kind of impression do I give people (friends or passer-bys, in terms of looks and everything else. I don't open up enough?). Cause they make me feel Im unlikeable. But I really don't think I deserve any "bitch-slap" I see myself getting at times. What I see in the mirror sometimes reflect something else. Another big problem is I always seem to attract the wrong kind of people and stuff. I may look ______ but im pretty much very down to earth kind of person.
Anyway, TGIF. I shall wear a solemn, don't-mess-with-me kind of face and attitude to work from now on.
By the way, simply got myself free buffet lunch for 4 at Timbre this Sun from Power98 Sebestian this evening by playing a "name the song" game on air. Caught me by total surprise. Was hoping the caller to be more of a job agent when he repeatedly told me his name and I was like "ok... huh?... where are you from?" Forgot i had smsed to enter the contest. Had no idea what the T&C for the prize were and just fired my sms right away. Thank godness it was easy-peasy. "Can't get you out of my head..."
He didn't get to witness what I had seen only. Of course, my PR skills are incomparable to any others. And some people just choose to see what they wanna see, think how they wanna think. That is why Im always on the lose-out end. I let my guard down too much and too easily. But guess not anymore. Better to draw a clear line.
I would very much appreciate people being honest with me and just tell whatever things to my face. I don't hide behind a mask, at least hardly, else you could still see thru me from the slightly cramped up face and occasional stutter. And I don't see why anyone else should.
I have been asking myself this alot: What kind of impression do I give people (friends or passer-bys, in terms of looks and everything else. I don't open up enough?). Cause they make me feel Im unlikeable. But I really don't think I deserve any "bitch-slap" I see myself getting at times. What I see in the mirror sometimes reflect something else. Another big problem is I always seem to attract the wrong kind of people and stuff. I may look ______ but im pretty much very down to earth kind of person.
Anyway, TGIF. I shall wear a solemn, don't-mess-with-me kind of face and attitude to work from now on.
By the way, simply got myself free buffet lunch for 4 at Timbre this Sun from Power98 Sebestian this evening by playing a "name the song" game on air. Caught me by total surprise. Was hoping the caller to be more of a job agent when he repeatedly told me his name and I was like "ok... huh?... where are you from?" Forgot i had smsed to enter the contest. Had no idea what the T&C for the prize were and just fired my sms right away. Thank godness it was easy-peasy. "Can't get you out of my head..."
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11:48 PM
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