The girl who cried wolf

Even if no one takes it for real, just remember I've tried calling out.


Maybe it's better that way, to not leave footprints like that girl.

But this is what they owe me.
This is the mistake they have made.
This is to tell you you're not alone.

I have left a wall post for her, but even now the page is gone. And think it goes like this...
"We may never be able to fully comprehend, but some of us do know what drives. And IMO, it is courage that you've shown."

And it is such courage I do not have. And as always, the 'bo chup' attitude - "I respect your decision".

In the midst of chaos, there is relieve (within our own discretion). - LZ

Seriously who gives a fuck about the others when it's taking its toll is on us, and only us. Shut up to those who talk so much without bothering to use their pea brain to analyze what goes on behind.

To a certain point, I would think it is stupidity especially if the cause is BGR. Just look at me, can't you tell that I am not that into those male species? I already have a useless one at home who have ruined a woman's life, marriage. And now mine. At least 1/3 of it. So it is now up to me to decide on how the rest of the 2/3 is going to be.

I don't see why I have to be the one to 'let you go in peace'. Who will be the one doing it for me in the future then? If that's how you are going to learn from your wrong doings on your death bed, so be it.

All you have to do is leave them to come to realization themselves. It is later or never. - LZ


Oh well, everyone has their own story to tell, and there is this particular one I can get inspirations from.


Not that I am getting all emo, or seeking for attention or pity. This is my form of short escape, getting across to you, if any is out there. And I surely seek to post something more positive. Nobody can love someone like this, isn't it? They always say you first got to love yourself before anyone can love you isn't it? But what I think is, it is better to self-indulge than not love yourself enough, wasting on people that isn't worth it.

Make peace with your past so it won't screw up the present.

I do pray for fairytales, though not putting my hopes up high. But I think I am too dark for such.


Just going with the flow...